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hello followers. as you may have realized, i have not been very active. the reason i have not been active is because I had attempted suicide. I overdosed with 31 pills of 40mg antidepressants.  I am fine. the pills didnt harm me in any way. i had spent three days in the extended observation beds, then went to inpatient for five days. i made some friends while i was there, and wasnt as bad as its cracked up to be. i got some therapy and will continue to get outside therapy. just letting everyone know i am alive and well.
  • Mood: Anxious
  • Listening to: Breaking Benjamin
I'm not the person you think you see
'Cause I've got demons inside of me
I may have a smile on my lips
But I have cuts on my wrists and hips
You see I'm damaged, fractured, and broke
I'm surprised I still have hope
No one loves a broken girl
Especially not in this big bad world,
I'm too far gone and you can't save me now
So I will just keep falling down, down, down Into the depths of my own demise
But it's nothing new, not a surprise,
These demons here hate me so Sometimes I think I should just go
'Cause I welcome death with open arms
Death looks nice, it has so much charm,
Nobody here loves me anymore
And life is such a dastardly chore
They want me gone, I can tell so much And someone told me to never trust
So now I know everyone lies
This is what many people need to realize, But people will always trust
'Til that trust turns to dust And take a shot in the dark
Until they are torn apart,
And now maybe you see
Why I have demons haunting me But if you do not
Then you don't know the battles I've fought And don't judge me at all
Because I will just continue to fall
  • Mood: Agony
  • Listening to: Breaking Benjamin
Me and Garrett One Year Anniversary by Spiritmist001
Me and Garrett One Year Anniversary
Its kinda late because our anniversary was really on February 21st, but I was bored so here xD

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Courtney
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All I want is a little of the good life ~Three Days Grace
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hello followers. as you may have realized, i have not been very active. the reason i have not been active is because I had attempted suicide. I overdosed with 31 pills of 40mg antidepressants.  I am fine. the pills didnt harm me in any way. i had spent three days in the extended observation beds, then went to inpatient for five days. i made some friends while i was there, and wasnt as bad as its cracked up to be. i got some therapy and will continue to get outside therapy. just letting everyone know i am alive and well.
  • Mood: Anxious
  • Listening to: Breaking Benjamin

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saturdaydeath Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2015
Hi. I'm one of Tatiana's random friends XD. Get well soon!
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Captain-Fawn Featured By Owner May 26, 2014
Happy Birthday! :D FOREST NYMPH: HUEHEHE 
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TheAcrylicCat Featured By Owner Aug 28, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Hey, I was looking through my old submissions and I saw a comment of you asking for a request, which I didn't get around to doing. I felt bad that I said yes but didn't do it, so if you like, I can complete a request of your choice? xD
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Captain-Fawn Featured By Owner May 26, 2013
Happy Birthday!! :D
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ObsidianStars Featured By Owner May 25, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy birthday btw
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